Saturday 31 January 2009

Name a person that you instantly smile when you see they are calling?
idk.. I rarely get calls on my handphone.

Is your current relationship status single or complicated?
single.

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
yea. i guess. some people are less fortunate.

Have you ever skipped class?
nope. I'm a good boy. =D

Do people ever think you are older or younger than you actually are?
yup. older.. but a lot of people think I'm chinese. really...

Got someone on your mind?
yea.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
I don't mind. lol.

Have you ever liked someone a lot older than you?
no. -_-

What are you listening to?
What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Rolu.

Last thing you ate?
McFlurry.

How many people are you texting?
1. Edlyn

Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?
nope.

Who were the last friends you were chilling with?
Rolu and Daniyal. had study group. then played soccer.

Who was the last person you saw in person?
My mum.

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Bandung. yummy.

Could you ever forgive a cheater?
forgive and forget is easier said than done.

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you are sure they wont tell?
yup.

How old do you want to be when you get engaged?
27? idk.. haha.

If your most recent ex said they hate you, you say?
erm, sorry then.

Are you any good at math?
i suck at A math.

Have you ever liked someone who had a boyfriend or girlfriend?
yup.

Does the future scare you?
kinda. i wanna be seventeen forever. =D

Would you ever leave your loved one if anyone asked you to?
no way.

Good day?
yea. boleh lah tahan.

Is there anyone you trust who you shouldnt?
nope.

Is there someone you cant stop thinking about?
yup.

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
nope.

What's on your mind?
thinking about what's on my mind.

How is your life?
can be better.

5 ppl
I'm nice. so I won't sabo anyone. if you wanna do it, then be my guest.

Saturday 24 January 2009


I feel so empty. I just wanna go to an open field with nobody around and scream my lungs out. Don't know why I feel this way. I'm still trying to figure this out. I yearn to voice out my insecurities to someone and yet I just wanna be alone. Maybe I'm going crazy. Hah. Emo shit.

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have to know my limits

Thursday 22 January 2009

alamak! see lah. can't even go back to dazhong tomorrow.

rebel

don't know why i look forward to the weekends every week. school has been pretty dull and exhausting really. it sucks that i can't go straight home after friday prayers tomorrow. and that's randai's fault. unfortunately, i found out that randai is a form of dance. malay dance! freaking malay dance! honestly, i'm sick of it already ah. joined malay dance in primary 1. i think i joined cuz i liked this girl. haha. at first, i enjoyed it lah but it was probably due to my schoolmates calling male malay dancers gay that i started dreading going for dance practices. ppl still think that way of malay dance lah. maybe cuz there's too much make-up? who knows. ok, back to randai. i don't feel like attending it...

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need to set my priorities right

Saturday 17 January 2009


resolutions 3, 4, 8, 9, 10, 11 and 13 - i've failed to fulfill them. GAH!!! i'm starting to wonder why i even bother making resolutions every year..

i don't think i can get a guitar by the end of january. hazim told me that the average price of a good quality guitar is around 200 bucks.. the fastest i can save up enough money is by mid-february.
aiyo.. what to do? should i just buy a cheap average quality guitar? give me suggestions. lol.

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coolio.. i rocked in street soccer today. my goalkeeping skills though wasn't as good. it's deteorating.
-_-"

Wednesday 14 January 2009

-_- i was appointed to be the head of functions in class.. got saboed man.. where's the love? haha.

can you find me?
hint: i'm in a purple tee.

i'm pretty random huh? i just found the pic from someone's blog.. i stole it. hope he/she won't sue me. lol.

i've been listening to this song a lot. who cares if it came out 2 years ago?

Realize by Colbie Caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is, Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you could meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
Then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Wednesday 7 January 2009

whoa. feels awkward using the com after not using it for about a week. haha. aiya, i don't think i can fulfill the 3rd resolution. screw it.. lol. but i'm doing quite well not using the com as much. woohoo.. hmm, school's ok. i really hope i can do well for this year. all i need is focus and a lot of self-motivation. yup..



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