what's on my mind

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feels like cold turkey.. lol. have to tell myself this every second,

"Dude!! You're Fasting!!"

woohoo!! i can finally play 6 months by hey monday on the guitar.. ok. maybe jut most of it. haha. need more practice. and.. i can't seem to play the guitar when i start singing. ROFL. have to learn to multi-task!

oh.. gonna break fast soon. after solat maghrib, i'll go straight to mosque for terawih. hehe.. terawih is just so enlightening..

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can't keep you off my mind!!

Insyaallah! We will pull through.. Be strong kay? =)

happy fasting peeps.. yay! yay! can't wait to fast man. haha.

"3 days ago was our 1st monthsary. yay! is it too late to
say it? haha. nvm.. who cares."

blogging so early in the morning.. haha. erm, yea. did the line above sound like i forgot our monthsary? cuz it does to me.. lol. the truth is i didnt.. in fact, i was the first one to say it to honey at the stroke of midnight. hehe.. but i dont think i can beat honey's oh-so-sweet monthsary post.
=D

yo!! just felt like blogging now. haha. hmm.. what to blog about uh?
oh yeah got one.. 3 days ago was our 1st monthsary. yay! is it too late to
say it? haha. nvm.. who cares.

studied for ss and malay basically. met up with syafiqah and myra.
havent seen myra for quite some time lah.. suddenly, reminded of the time
when we played truth or dare, kiss or (tell)? something along that line lah.
haha.

so far... common test has been ok? physics was manageable to me but seemed
tough to some. oh, i failed eng compre.. got 11/25. 1.5 more marks. really hoping
Mrs. Lim would give those marks so that i can just pass..

erm, P.E just now was hilarious.. i ole-d a lot of ppl. kinda owned them. haha.
not that i was that good.. tyco2 ole one. lol. so yea. scored the first goal. it went thru
zhi sheng's legs.. so yeah. then, i hurt my right shoulder. was dribbling the ball, got tackled,
shoulder just had to hit the metal post of the fence.. syiok man. lol. just a slight pain lah right now.

erm,,, oh had a weird dream last night.. maybe i'll talk about it some other time.

enjoy. =D

YESSAH!!!!
finally got my own acoustic guitar.
woohoo!
got it in JB.
booyah!
haha. first time in malaysia sia..

went with honey and kak nazia.
it was fun? haha. i'm sure there's a better word to describe the short trip.
but i guess my vocabulary's just too limited. lol.

met this retired teacher who recommended to us a book.
Write It Right. Sold in MPH Store. while stock lasts. haha.
the amazing thing abt this guy is that he kinda gave us a lecture..
ok maybe not a lecture ah but he talked to us a lot.
i just asked 2 qns throughout the whole conversation..
and the conversation was like IDK how long lah.
i was thankful the bus arrived.. haha.

then, after buying tickets for G.I Joe went to eat.
i met Iman Wee from Perkampungan Bahasa dan Budaya. haha. farnie..
he recognizes me but dk my name..

after eating, took neoprints..
can lah.. haha. but to me, the neoprints in singapore is better.

afterwards, watched G.I JOE.
cool plot.

then, went to plaza kota raya.
bought my guitar!! woohoo!
hehe..

so yea. while waiting for kak nazia, honey told me sometihng.
haha. something unbelievable..

that's abt it lah..

few things i learnt from the trip was there's a lot of mats in malaysia.
hope daniyal wont turn into one. haha..

and.. i have to learn to trust ppl more.

GAWD!!!
I feel so useless!
how stupid was I to ask,"Are you ok?"
when obviously you werent..
stupid.

ok erm, i really hope you're alright lah.
it really saddened me when you were really down on yourself
and i couldnt even do a thing about it.

so cheer up kay?
ppl make mistakes..
yea. i know it's cliche lah but it's totally true.
just look at the bright side like you always do
ndp's over so you wont be as tired what.. haha.

and so what if you made mistakes?
dont dwell in the past.
that's what you always say right?

so so my point is..
CHEER UP!!! JANGAN EMO!

=)

random late night post.. haha.
currently, I Must be dreaming by The Maine is the only song i listen to.
listened to it to school and on the way home.. it's really nice.
you should check out the song lah.
haha i wish i can play the acoustic version..

and....

i pity honey!!!
she's really tired lah..
there's hw piling up... ndp
just tonight, she reached home late and couldnt finish any hw.
she had something on at her uncle's house..
i wish i could lessen your burden lah.
but i guess the least i can do is be there for you. =D

jiayou honey! be strong!

went for the cerpen writing workshop yesterday. truth be told, it wasnt boring at all. in fact, the writer who lead the whole workshop interacted very well with the participants. ada perang lah, dahagakan kasih sayang lah. haha. funny guy that faisal tehrani.

so yeah. after the workshop there was food. just ate lor. was full after eating. so i didnt eat anything at banquet. didnt even have enough money to buy food. just bought bandung. shared with honey luh. oh honey so nice feed me chicken rice but she needs practice uh. xD

oh yeah, when we were finishing our food, a malay lady suddenly came up to me from behind. she offered to give me food. she said she had to go home and wouldnt be able to eat it at home cuz the food will ?kembang?. haha. so i just accepted it lah. i didnt eat it though. gave it to syafiq.

after that went to play soccer with the guys. oh, haha. i played soccer not badminton. honey believed me. aiyo.. i was joking lah. and yes, 14 more days to our 1st month! and 15th more days to common test week. eng not counted. haha. so honey, better do your revision ah. tk psl2 nnt ur mom put the blame on me plak. okay ah, i haven't eaten breakfast yet.. bye

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love you too honey. =)