High E string broke.. what a bummer. hmm, nvm. doesn't really make much of a difference. looks like I'll be home all day today.

I just realized my blog is kinda spammed with my song.. haha. here's the thing. me and iqah made a deal. i would learn her song and vice versa. then we sing to each other lor. haha. yea.. kay bye. 3 posts in a day? that's too much ridzwan. -_-

let's hope this one is not brought down too..
here's the same one but it's myspace's


Faith - Ridz (Original)

Ridz | MySpace Music Videos

lawl. i'm going so much trouble just for you..

My youtube account got suspended. FML. Nevermind, I'll use my other youtube account and upload the song again. If i get suspended again, FML for real. No lah. Actually, I'll just be really fed-up.

I'll be waiting for yours.. Don't take too long hor..

Hey, here's another link to play my song

Myspace

But once again, word of caution, press play if you dare

Press the play button if you dare.

Thanks a bunch to those who gave me birthday wishes and celebrated my birthday..
I think a lot of people wished me and I really did not expect them. I think this is one birthday I will remember for a very long time.

I got to cut my first cake! Iqah too! Haha. Her clique celebrated our birthdays together. Thank you for everything lah. Though it was quite awkward that we had to pose for a few pics, I appreciate the fact that you girls bothered to do such a thing for iqah and me. Haha. Oh ya, one auntie thought me and iqah we're twins celebrating our birthdays. Lmao. Do we look alike? Haha.

Iqah gave me a watch. Thank you honey. I'll take super extra good care of it. I'll make sure of that. =D And yes, thank you for singing the song! haha. somehow I can't wait to sing your song and hear you sing my song. Wahahaha.

Hmm.. There were only 2 bad things today lah. My migraine kept turning on and off. And, i said no to being in the freestyle drill team.. I wish i had more time to decide. Haiya nvm lah. Hope they find someone better. I felt really bad man..

Ok. Whatever.. hmm.. It's less than an hour till my birthday ends. Till next year. =D
Bye sexy ppl.

I've been blowing my nose since last night and vomited a few times just now.. well, i didn't really vomit. I just regurgitate? wait, isn't it the same thing? nvm. i just didn't have that nauseous feeling. Probably took too much panadol? idk.. i took the headache and flu panadols.. maybe they don't work well together. lol. or i could have eaten too much? maybe.. hope everything goes away soon.
time prac starts tomorrow. stress time.

Like any other day with you, I'll keep yesterday in my heart..

*lawl.. i fail at coming up with sweet quotes*

Faith

Listen to this carefully
Every word and every melody
You know you just
Mean the world to me
I wish you could just see
When I'm with you (When I'm with you)
I just feel so free
If you go, I don't know
What I would be

Don't give up on us just yet
Don't give up on what we have

Oh honey we can go so far
In staying how we are
I know it's gonna be hard
Just believe in out hearts
Just believe, just believe
Have faith in our hearts

As I'm staring at the moon
Suddenly in my mind there's you
The hands of the clock move slowly
And I count the seconds till I can see you again
Reminiscing about the past
And remembering the times with had
As I'm singing this song
I'm thinking of how much I love you

Don't give up on us just yet
Don't give up on what we have

Oh honey we can go so far
In staying how we are
I know it's gonna be hard
Just believe in our hearts
Just believe, just believe
Have faith in our hearts

Oh honey you mean the world to me
Cause our love is so true
If misery's your company
Just think of what we've been through
I cherish every memory
I've ever had with you
Now let me make it clear
Oh honey I love you

Don't give up on us just yet
Don't give up on what we have

Oh honey we can go so far
In staying how we are
I know it's gonna be hard
Just believe in our hearts
Just believe, just believe
Have faith in our hearts

Just believe, just believe
Have faith in our hearts

hehe.. so cute. let's start off by wishing, "Happy Birthday Syafiqah!" and "Happy Monthsary!" too. i guess this year's birthday for you is quite significant huh? You turn sweet sixteen on 16th January and it's also our 6th monthsary. conclusion: a lot of 6s. oh ya! you can watch NC16 movies already. not fair. haha. hmm, i hope you'll be happy tomorrow. wait i meant today. Gosh! i'm sleepy. 1 o' clock liao. Kay, i want to sleep. bye bye ppl.

-_- only showed my parents my malay olevel grade just now. no reaction.. you know? like

copper + dilute hydrochloric acid ------> no reaction.

lol. yea. hmm.. i don't really have much to blog abt other than abt freaking amaths. most probably gonna flunk it.. haiyo. but i don't wanna drop it. no way. hmm.. chem and higher mother paper 2mrw. hope everything goes well.

and.. i've been seeing the crescent moon this past few days. so pwettee.. lol. now, i can see the world in better clarity with my new specs. haha.

kay.. i'll go play some late night songs with my guitar. byebye.

coolio.. my sis bought for me a samsung mp4. hahaha. it's so cool. thanks kakak. she bought for herself an Ipod touch. 8GB.. haha. omg. i'm so jealous.. compared to the mp4 she gave me 2GB. haha. nvm lah.. I don't really care. thanks again kakak. i was really touched. hehe. did i say she gave it as a super early birthday present. wahahaha. I'm shifting songs into it right now when I'm supposed to be mugging for SS paper tomorrow. haiyo..

6 more days woots.. i can't wait for common tests week to be over.

I bet almost everyone has felt like just disappearing from the face of the earth. Never to exist ever again. Yea. Kinda feel like that right now. Somehow i feel that the world would be a better place without me. Hmm, WHATEVER. haha. I'll get over this soon enough. Good night.

Wow. I forgot the last time I felt this tired. Practically my whole body is aching. My back, my legs, arms, chest, stomach. Had P.E today. It was okay. Managed to keep a steady pace when running 4 rounds. I felt sleepy during physics lesson at the end of the day.

Erm, then there was the CCA roadshow after prayers. For NCC, it's good news. 35 sec 1 signed up. Can't wait to meet them cuz they'll be under me and Hafiz as Part A. We even discussed who was gonna be the good guy and who was gonna be the bad guy. But of course we haven't come to a decision lah. According to others, I don't have that fierce look. Haha. Whatever.

Then, we did Freestyle drill. Dammit. I cocked up the most lah. So paiseh. I was the front man somemore. Epic failure man. Yea. Basically, after that, kinda just slacked in the NCC room. But ended up playing soccer and basketball. I rocked in soccer man! My control of the ball was awesome. I scored a hat trick. =D and we won the game lah.

Ate McChicken after soccer. Erm, i kinda rocked in basketball too. Haha. I managed intercept quite a number of the opponent team's passes or shots lah. And I scored a few shots. Honestly, I was the lousiest compared to everyone else who were playing with me. Lol. But hey, at least I dribble. Hehe. Only my lay up is shitty. Oh yea, Wenjie said the way i jumped is sexy. HAHAHAHA.

Oh oh, before playing basketball, I met iqah. She seemed so cheerful when she saw me. Hehe.

Erm, I watched the other NCC dudes play dare or dare. It cracked me up when Seng Wee went up to the second floor and did this hilarious dance. So funny.

So, that was pretty much what happened today. I went home with a heavy bag. Aiya. I have physics remedial tomorrow!! BOOOO! Oh, who wants to go check out any poly open houses tomorrow?

Last note, I found this quote that I liked.

It's much better to be apart and wish you were together than to be together and wish you were apart.

Happy New Year!! hahaha. i'm a tad too late huh? whatever. anw, yesterday, i went to make my specs. when the guy was going to check my degree, we suddenly touched on the subject of JC and Poly.. uhuh. he told me he went to St. Andrew's Junior College and that he felt like he had no life cuz almost everyday, he had to wake up early for school, attend a lot of tutorials and come home pretty late. a few months later, he dropped out and joined Singapore Poly..

hahaha.. JC scares me lah. most probably, i'll be going to poly.. i hope i can. i haven't really decided on a course yet. probably ngee ann poly though. haven't checked out other polys yet. anw, i've got o levels to focus on!! aiya.. so scary. i just hope i can buck up this year. 2010's gonna be a good year. i think. i hope. haha. though it's gonna be stressful and fast-paced, i'm gonna try and enjoy the ride. haha.. and i can't wait for paramore man.. march march march..

yesterday was my mother's birthday.. no cake, no presents. so sad. sorry ibu.

i guess i'll go do my hw after breakfast.. lol. breakfast so late.. bye bye.

All The Best For 2010!