• Nasi ayam
• Brownie
• Cream Cheese Bun
• Bukit Batok Nature Park
• Perky butts
• 2012
• Getting married
• Children
• Future
• Cheap Specs
• 3 months
• Us

I want to make you believe in happy endings.

Let's work towards it together. :)

A Day To Remember

I was really happy yesterday. I got to spend the whole day with Iqah. Oh! I have to say she looked pretty in the white dress. We went on an unplanned hike from the Forest Walk all the way to Vivocity. Well, I thought it was gonna be a simple walk but it turned out to be full of steep roads and trails. I actually felt sorry for Iqah cuz her feet were in pain. At least we had fun. Right Iqah? Say yes. :) Then after that, we went to Pahlawan Beach! Lying down in the sand under the sun beside the coconut tree, eating Hot & Spicy potato chips, talking, cam-whoring, joking and laughing.. Memorable.

Macbook

Man.. I'm not sure my dad can help me get it tmr. So, I guess the plan for tmr is to check out the exhibition at NP and try to get the Macbook by Hire Purchase. If not, got to apply for the interest-free loan or rental scheme or, get it at a cheaper price somewhere else.

Gah! I want one to call my own! Hmm.. Maybe I shouldn't be too picky. Anyway, I need it for school. As long as I get one before the first semester starts.

Teenage(r's) Dream(s)

4 nights in a row. I wonder why. Maybe it can happen for a week. Who knows.

******

Nah.. Make that five times. Five times in 96 hours. Lucky me.

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Okay. It's the 11th today. Guess what. It's been 5 nights in a row. Awesome. Lol. So in total, six times in 120 hours. Whoa.

Enrollment Package

Where are you? It seems like everyone else got it except me. Why? Why make me wine like a swine? It sucks opening the mail and not seeing anything inside. If I get it though on Monday hopefully, I'll be the happiest guy on that day. If I don't get it, I'll have to give NP a call then. So troublesome.

Down

I think it's hardest for me to be miserable cuz every time I'm down. It feels like I can't really tell anybody. And every single time, I wanna cry. But I can't. I wanna feel really vulnerable. But again, I can't. Everything is just pent up, bottled up, right in my chest. Honestly, it hurts. I hate the feeling. I mean, who doesn't? It's so hard to get rid of. It just seems like there's no way, no solution. Then again, you might think (that's if anyones reading this) I'm just being a drama queen or I'm being too emotional. Maybe I am. Actually, I hate the fact that I'm a tad too sensitive. At times, I tend to react way too negatively towards what people say or do that might hurt me or the ones I care for. Maybe it's the way I am, the way I was brought up. I don't know. I can't just stop being too sensitive, can I? Trust me, if there was a way, I would totally go for it. Cuz my over-sensitive attitude sometimes hurt others too, even though I don't mean to. And it upsets me further that I unintentionally hurt someone that's trying to help lessen my emotional strain. Even when someone tries to console me, I'd want to be even sadder. Is that weird? I think it is. I am weird. Actually, I think no one truly knows who I am and the things I've done except God. Sometimes I wish I'm not the way I am. I wish I could go back in time and correct my mistakes so I wouldn't end up this way. But what's the use? I might just screw it up all over again. In conclusion, I've no idea why I did this. Maybe I thought I'd feel better if I did. Well, I do. Just a bit. Not so much. It's just a random emo rant by a typical teenage boy. Maybe I'm having mood swings. I don't know. I don't care what the reason is. I just feel down. And I don't really expect anyone to care. Wait. Maybe I do. I don't know. Whatever. I'll feel better after a good night sleep.