Have you ever had the feeling when there's an aching in your chest? So much so it hurts? You feel like screaming but don't want people to notice. So screaming into a pillow would only suffice. And there's one person that lingers in your mind regardless of what you're doing. His or her presence.. That's all you're wishing for.. Longing for.. Yearning for.. The thought of that someone in particular makes you sigh every single time you realize he or she isn't by your side. And that's what you terribly want. And only that will make you genuinely happy.

Well, if you are, you're heads over heels in love..

I would hug you if..

I guess today's gonna be quite mundane.. Probably gonna be home the whole day. If by some awesome miracle that needs me to be out of the house, then lucky me. But I don't think luck's on my side today.

Yesterday's Gentarasa was.. okay. I can't think of a better word really. Though I expected more from it lah. Wanted to see Iqah perform :( Too bad. Went straight home after the whole show. It was kinda awkward cuz I had this bugging feeling that there had to be something that I could do instead of going home. Hmm.. Probably not used to going home early.

Yeap.. 8 more days to the 2nd semester.

Happy 11th to us! Today was especially delightful. Summary of today: Just the two of us from Dhoby Ghaut to Fort Canning Park to Civil Defence Heritage Gallery to late lunch at Funan mall to Esplanade to the Asian Civilisations Museum which was a hell lot of fun then a short stroll along the Singapore River and then a bus ride to Jurong East.

After that, headed for Bukit Batok where we bought Chicken rice, 50 cents worth of Pedal and a bottle of coke and ate dinner.. Then, home.. Hehe. Really love the photos we took. Gah! Haha.

144 TTM like totally :D

Ridz: Riiiiiiiight..
Syiqa: Like, totally..
Ridz: haha. (Y)

Time was not on our side

The watch Iqah gave me for my birthday.. The glass cracked. Dammit. Did you know the watch has gone through a few 'makeovers'? Lol. Yea. At its best, it was red and black. Then, it became red and grey. After that, white and grey. Sadly, in the end, the glass cracked. :(

Unfortunately, unlike April, the watch can't be salvaged. I'm really gonna miss that watch. Hmm, am I gonna get a new one? Cuz I'll feel quite naked on the left wrist if I go out without one.

Yes, The EMAS 10th-anniversary celebration yesterday was enjoyable. Won't go into much detail but I'll name a few things. Playing Uno, cam-whoring, singing f(x)'s Nu ABO while irritating Hazim, being especially blunt at the wrong time and joking around. Fun.

Hmm, I still haven't decided whether I should go for the DZPS outing at East Coast Park tmr.

Lucky me.. I have you.

Had chemistry today. It was manageable? Haha. Actually, I don't know if I can pass the test. But I hope I will. Pray for me! Lol. Played soccer after that.. Khai almost died. Well, yes, I am exaggerating a bit but it seemed like the way he fell could have landed him in the hospital.

The ball was up in the air. Asyraf and Khai jumped for it. Unexpectedly, Asyraf's shoulder hit Khai in the face. IN YOUR FACE DUDE. Lol. And yea, Khai fell to one side and almost hit his head on the ground. Epic. Funny thing was most of us was laughing at the incident. How nice..

Then, after prayers, met Iqah and juniors, Ienah and Syirah.. They're a crazy couple I tell you especially Ienah. Good entertainment lah. Haha.. World Cup starts tonight! I have no idea which team to support really. It's between England and Germany. Singapore? Jangan harap. Didn't even get through. Haha.

I'm so obsessed
My heart is bound to beat right out of my chest

Night cycling was awesome. Especially since it was with crazy classmates. We did countless headcounts along this particular seemingly endless route. We stayed in formation to make sure we were together and safe from 'stuff'. Ultimately, we had fun.

But, things would've been better if I had met Iqah today. *puts on gloomy face* Actually, we had planned to meet up after her practice at TPJC. Unfortunately, it ended late. And I couldn't meet her cuz I was going for night cycling. That was what I thought.

When I reached school at the foyer , first thing I was told by Veingad was that Iqah was looking for me. So I eagerly went to find her. But she was already going off with her group. So we didn't get the chance to meet :(

If only I had arrived in school earlier. Aww man.. I saw her but she didn't see me. Seeing the smile on her face for a second would've made my day man. Ah, nevermind.. Good to know we're seeing each other in less than 12hours time. Hehe.

Good night peeps..
143 Iqah :D

It's really sweet when someone buys breakfast for you without you asking for it. Love you.