Way To Go

Just when I thought things were gonna get better. Guess I was wrong. I just feel so pissed. It doesn't feel good at all when your heart aches. I want it to go away. But it isn't that simple. Damn. To think it's only the first day of the week. And school just started. What a bad start. Way to go Ridzwan.

Lately

I've been waking up everyday feeling like I've just cried the whole night. My eyes would feel swollen, I'd feel like not giving a damn about any plans I have that day. It's just terrible. Just this morning when I woke up, my first thought was, " I'm freaking tired. " I hope it'll be better tomorrow morning.

On another note, writing in a diary is kinda depressing for me. For the most part, when I'm down and I write about it, I'd feel worse. And yea, you're probably thinking, " Dude, you mad? Isn't blogging the same? " About that; At least, when I blog, other people can read it. Actually, the main reason is so that I can get a certain message to a certain someone.

And to that certain someone, I'm hope you're doing fine. If you're not, please be okay.

Awkwardness

You know that awkward feeling when you don't know what to say to your new-found friends and you just stand around pretending that it isn't awkward? Obviously, it's normal to feel that way. Just give us a few weeks and I'm sure we can get along fine. Oh yea. I met a few 'long-time-no-see' friends today. I met Jinghui, Lin Htoo, Saklani and Wei En. I kinda miss secondary school life already. Man, I can't wait for orientation to end and for school to officially start.

Thinking of You

I have no idea how I'm gonna get through the 3 months without you. Well, yea. I know it's not like I won't be seeing you at all. But it just won't be the same. Even so, I'll try.