CAMP WAS A BLAST!!!

I regret saying it was gonna be a gay camp..
it definitely proved me wrong lah.
it's by far the toughest camp i've gone through.
and also the most enriching and enjoyable one i've attended.
i never thought a camp and bunch of adults could have such a significant impact on me.
despite the fact that the sleeping area and toilets were not to our liking, at least the camp had them.
the camp has taught us to appreciate the simple things in life. really...

ok. get this, why is it so hard to say i love you to ur parents and siblings when it is so easy to say it to ur boyfriend or girlfriend? it never really struck me ah but when one of the enciks asked the question i was thinking, "eh ya hah."

it's so obivous and yet i didn't realize it. now, i still don't dare to say ILY to my family but i'm TRYing to show that i do love them instead by being a good son and brother.. haha.

ok.. the advance live operations.. omg. IT MADE ME CRY. ok. here's how it went down. the selected bunch from the whole sec 3 level were asked to write our goals in life on a piece of paper.. then, we were made to hold the piece of paper with our arms parallel to the ground and stare at our goals for 55 mins. while we were doing that, songs about life and stuff played in the background. and... the platoon mentors were like distractions. they taunted us, crumpled our goals... and some of the enciks were giving some words of encouragement. my first thought was when it just started was, "walao, so drama mama sia this thing" haha. but as minutes passed, i arms were already starting to shake.. i was having troubles holding up the paper.

then, at one point after a PM had disturbed me, i cried. wth.. i was TRYing so hard not to cry but the tears kept flowing out. i also thought that i was the only one that was crying. but after everything was over, i was actually glad that i cried. i bet most of us felt that way ah.. lol. hafiz macho ah tak nangis.

3rd day! sedih... we had to leave the camp and our beloved PMs. PM Arvin/Froggy! he's the best PM to me ah. he told me to organize lunch someday for platoon Froggy. so froggies, want anot? haha. oh forgot. i got best trooper for platoon 8!!! and.. a free ID tag! haha.

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froggy!
one platoon!
bpians!