erm, i think i'll go play wolfteam or something to forget abt what just happened. cuz right now, i feel utterly dumb and silly.. the fact is, the matter was simply trivial and i didnt want to make a big fuss out of it by telling you. but i guess i already did by dwelling on it too much and making myself depressed and shit. i'm such a fucking drama queen. it's high time someone told me that.

honey i'm really sorry. i wish you could slap me as hard as possible right now.